funeral for a friend

I guess there are people who want to have everything, but this is an unjust statement. If people behave in a certain way, it is partially due to the circumstances and their past experience, too. However, everybody is responsible for the choices s/he makes, and for the many times s/he will change. All people change, gradually or drastically, but they all do. Especially when we leave them, and then after a while, we don't recognize our loved ones. Losing a friend can be the saddest experience. I think friendships deserve a decent funeral too.
Tomorrow I'll get up early and clean up my desk, and then I'm going to listen to Madredeus all day long. I don't want to have everything, but sometimes the desire for the most petite things, if they are hard to get, can appear too greedy as well.